well, i am awake. it isn't very late, only 1115. i am so full of feelings! some days i just dislike being a girl immensely! i kinda wanna get high, but noone does any drugs in this god-forsaken town. so i am drinking, laf, like that is anything new. i was gonna vote for howard dean for president but now that he isn't gonna make it all the way, i have to have a second choice!! i was thinking john kerry, but he supports stupid fucking george w in this anti-gay marriage bullshit!! fine, don't let them marry, just let them be able to get insurance, and all the legal stuff!! that is mainly what it is about, getting equal and fair treatment. oh yeah, happy lent for those who participate.